Where I used to have a stomach that caved in, I have a belly that hangs out.
Where I used to have protruding hip bones, I have nothing. Except fat.
Where I used to have ribs, front and back, I have extra skin and back fat.
Where I used to have thighs thinner than my knees, I now have basketballs.
Where I used to have arms thinner than my elbows, I have wingdings and dangly things.
Where I used to have collar bones and chest bones, I now have padding and fat cells.
I am 150 lbs. I have never been this big EVER. I can't stop eating. I can't stop.
I don't want to live if it has to be in this body. It's disgusting.
Hell.
