Thanksgiving blows. Like, hard. I ate so much and couldn't purge bc of all the people around and I just feel like SHIT. I want to go vegetarian again bc eating meat is horrible and disgusting and inhumane, but it tastes too good, so whatever. I ate a bunch of dark meat turkey (the unhealthiest kind), about a pound of stuffing (no kidding), cups of cranberries, three bowls of mashed potatoes, corn, beans, five rolls and a slice of buttered bread, pumpkin pie, Apple pie, raisin pie, cherry pie, whipped topping, and ice cream.... I felt like absolute CRAP afterwards and all I wanted to do was purge, but it was impossible. And next comes Christmas, then comes New Years, and OMG I cannot do this. Holidays are miserable for people with an ED. MISERABLE.
Height: 5'3"
Current weight: 165.6
Goal weight 1: 150
Goal weight 2: 135
Goal weight 3: 120
Goal weight 4: 110
Goal weight 5: 105
Goal weight 6: 99
Goal weight 7: 91
Goal weight 8: 86
Goal weight 9: 82
Goal weight 10: 79
Ultimate goal w: 72
Reason: bc when I was 5'5" I was down to 83 and now that I'm 5'3", 72 would be the equal to 1 lbs less than my lowest weight/height ratio.
I wonder how long it will take to lose more than half of my body weight.
